After a while those brief encounters
just really couldn't last
Used to smile when I,
Used to see you smile and,
hear your subtle laughs
Now I cant stand to think the name
Your name, is not the same

Translucence

Such a mystery
Like an invisible wall
Such said destiny
But we don't believe at all
Smile, and look
look the other way
look for faux fixations
and dreams behind the fog
The closest things are the hardest to see
And the farther away they seem
All along you sang a song
but dare not sing near me
So afraid and I know not why
Maybe its because
You Believed

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The only thing that scares you is truth
You FUCKING LYING SCUM

Existence

Filled with anxiety
Thinking...
You could be a little nicer
Heed the warning, a storm is coming
And its unlikely, That I'll be dead
Can't say the same for you, I always knew this day would come
I turned around and saw your frown
That was the first sign

I saw observe and report
Pretty damn funny
Seth rogen was great

He said, She said

I'm like always tired and I really hate it so much.
I just don't understand what makes the human body tired.
When I refrain doing things I end up just falling asleep.
I think it's cause I'm fat, apparently fat people sleep a lot.
But what do I know I'm just some guy blogging about sleeping.
Its a terrible habit and I'm gonna try and stop it from happening by just doing everything that I have to do. Maybe that'll work. Maybe they were right!!!!!

In any case, I'm gonna start leaving these things off with questions for you to ponder about


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Why do you drive on a parkway and park in a driveway?

Refrain From

If ignorance is bliss
Then only a madman can come to a realization

Sanity is insane

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For a while I was thinking about just ignoring this blog here, and honestly I have no justifiable reason for it. The truth is I'm a very lazy person, and laziness never justifies any non-action. However, as of late I've been feeling really philosophical again and have been pondering much about my future. There's so much going on world its kinda hard to know which area or agenda to keep your eyes on and follow or believe.There's so many lies told and cover ups and propaganda going on that I find myself having a constant change in my views on virtually every topic from big issues like economics to little issues like abortion. I feel as if I cant come to a conclusion about what's morally right or wrong because the media has perverted my mind and led me on a path of confusion. As hard as I try I can't envision a world within next couple years that will be half as fucked up as things are today. I'm tired now, so I'll advance on this later.