just terrible
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For once I'm actually not tired after school. This is a really surprising day.

In other news...

Mike Tyson's daughter died on a treadmill

That's just terrible

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....Sundays

Lmao


I want this


I think on halloween I'm gonna be him

Brilliant!


I doubt I'm the first to ever come up with that idea

ever

I usually don't make a fuss about things like this but every time I bite one of these things i have a micro-orgasm in my mouth

Word of Mouth

I recently decided to become a vegetarian again. So far it's been working out a lot better than previous attempts, but I've also been eating more. IDK what to do with myself at times. I'm starting to run again as well, I'd like to see how long that lasts; my biggest problem is commitment and I've found others to have this same problem as an equal epidemic burdening their lives. I say F#@K THAT. As of today I'm keeping commitments; tired of failing; tired of lying...to myself.

Seeing as how I was a huge fuck up the past 2 years, next year I'm going to have to work omega hard just to graduate. It's not like this is something I'm incapable of doing it's just that I'm lazy and as stated previously suck at keeping myself committed to a task.


My internet is constantly turning on and off and it's really pissing me off.

This past weekend made me realize exactly how different people have extremely different philosophies on life . Well, I shouldn't say made me realize, I've though and pondered on these things before but it was just reintroduced into my mind due to an unexpected experience. Whilst hanging out with friends all night on Saturday some guy we were chilling with randomly sliced some other guys wrist for no reason while a fight was going on. I mean, I was baffled as towards how in any way this behavior could be accepted by anyone from any walk of life. Godforbid it was me who got sliced, I would be in jail right now for the amount of carnage that would have resulted due to my own perception of justice. When it comes to the THUG LIFE, you've got to wonder if behind the media that loves to glamorize this lifestyle, if they even realize that...things are real out here. Shit happens and has been happening and shit is fucked up bad. The liberal in me really couldn't stand for such actions, but the slacker and the realist in me balanced my actions and ultimately led me to do nothing that I would possibly regret later. And whats surreal is how nice things are behind the action.

As I continue to experience life more and more I've noticed my reactions to certain things have changed and it's all a fundamental example of a quote I heard one which states

"You can get used to anything?"

I'm not sure exactly who it was that said this but it's stuck in my head and it's made me think constantly about how much my ideologies on almost every subject have changed. From basics like family and friends to more trivial things like hobbies, as well as positions on sex, drugs, and all that jazz.

I wonder how other people's thoughts have been molded over time and if anyone is the same person they were mentally five years ago. It seems almost impossible to me now, but I've still got time to think it over.

"If you're not a liberal when you're 25, you have no heart. If you're not a conservative by the time you're 35, you have no brain."
- Winston Churchill

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<3

I Love This

UNFORGIVABLE

Twisting and turning
it was clear, you were bleeding

They looked away

Tears in your eyes
Fear just in time
arise

As they looked away

Hoping To Realize why it has to be this way
Never to realize that it has to be this way

They Looked away

Pride and promise;
An evaluation is all but needed,
unjust,
far away

Raise the Mugs, raise the torches
were no longer roaches
not today

Tomorrow is hours away
As They looked away

apprehension

As of late pretty much everyone has been a dick.
WTF is going on?

I walked home in the pouring rain today for the first time in a while.
I remembered during this time that I used to love going out whenever it would rain and embracing it as it fell into my eyes, making them sore and red.








I'm not cool anymore
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Where is my mind?