Finally

Well, I guess it's been a while since my last post. The world has sorta changed, liberalism pulled through and Barack Obama was elected president. I cant tell you how joyed I was on election night to know that a new historical era was hopefully about to begin. I do believe that Obama is not just an idealist and will actually get shit done.

I've been sorta busy lately dealing with school, and work, and of course SOCOM. My uncle brought me with him this past weekend to Six Flags Great Escape Lodge in Lake George, NY. I must say it was rather cool; basically it was an indoor water park located across the street from Six Flags. This place was really really far away, it took us almsot 5 hours to drive there from the bronx. One thing that kinda bummed me out was how hot so many of the girls there were. It's not that I'm gay or anything like that but I just wish I had a better appearance. Really tired of this being fat bullshit. It just sucks cause I know I can get better, and I try hard also but nothings seeming to work. I'm gonna just start beasting really hard. I'm actually gonna go start as soon as I'm done with this blog. I'm kinda tired but who gives a shit. Well hopefully I'll be able to write more on this thing, my laptop charger ripped so that's mainly why I havn't been on to much. I'll end this with a poem I'm going to think of right... now..........


Contradictions

Familiar places
familar names
like deja vu
but not the same
never the same

Weak at the mouth
nothing to say
hard to determine
when to work
when to play
I'm in trouble
I'm scared
but never afraid

Always alone
Always at bay

Always alone
with something to say