Germinate

Lately life's been kinda stressful. Nothing I want to do seems possible; I can't sleep at night, I can't manage to focus on things, I'm constantly losing track of time or forgetting to do something really important. I just can't grasp on what the problem is. Even my eating habits are all fucked up. I'm never hungry when i should be, sometimes I just wont be hungry for days. All of these things have led to problems in school and at home with my family. Why?


Anyways, on friday me and two friends are going to see Dir en Grey and The Human Abstract at Terminal 5. I haven't been to a show since seeing Hollywood Undead at The Knitting Factory. I couldn't mosh at that show so it's been a while since I've let loose and moshed to my hearts content. Hopefully this show will relieve some of the tension I've built within myself, I really do hope so.